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2007-09-16T06:21:00.001-07:00

My new blog. Got bored of my old one so... XD

http://mybrokenfairytale.blogspot.com

2007-07-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

Moshi moshi~!!!

9th of July is finally coming to an end... Phew...

^^"

Ate quite a lot of food today too... I know I said I love eating, but this is... >.<

I just like torturing myself I guess... It's like some kind of punishment for myself...

Lols.

I eat and eat and eat then feel like puking the entire day.

Weeeee... Ain't it fun?

My tanjoobi ish coming soon... I don't really care...

What's the point anyway?

It's not like I'll ever get what I want... Damn... That Luts doll is perfection...

I love her love her love her love her love her~!!!

And I love Twing Key too... Tender Twing Key...

Of course I won't forget about maii sweetie daughter Tiara!

*heartz*

I'll always always love you cause I'm your kai ma!

Nyahahahaha...

I gave up on my PMR... I give up on life... I don't want to care any longer...

Stop screaming at me mummy! I know I'm worthless!!! You think scolding and screaming will make me change?!

Damnit! Damnit all!!!

PS: I'm sorry... I'm emo again... I guess things aren't so easy to change...

2007-07-08T05:32:00.000-07:00

Mmm... The day before 9th of July... My my...

What will happen to me tomorrow?

Will I turn emo and ignore everybody in school? Or will I stay strong and forget the past?

Choices choices... Choices that I don't even know of...

Nyuuu... Who shall I cosplay as? Cosplay event coming soon during August...

My PMR trials also during August... October 1st is PMR already...

Why why why why why?!!!

It's so unfair~! I demand a break~!!! Not like I did anything... Lols.

I've been thinking a lot lately and I realized... I'm not ready to grow up!

Nnnnnooooo... I want to remain a kid forever...!!!

@_____@

Shall I cosplay as Hotaru from .hack, Chii from Chobits, GE character or...?

So hard to decide, so little time, and most of all... So little money~!!!

PS: I hate you I love you I need you I miss you I don't know what to do about you...

2007-07-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

07/07/07-Happy Nana Day~!!! <3>

On this day, let's pay tribute to Nana and listen to the songs from Nana k?

Nana banzai!

Today while I was playing GE some guy called me a whore. Lols.

Cause me and a few ppl were joking around on broadcast and someone shouted he wanted a free girlfriend so I said I wanted a boyfriend who would buy me Lorch & Catherine RNPC cards.

Then that freak started calling me an online prostitute who would do *** for virtual cards and all that crap.

Oh gawd, did I even say I would do something as eww as that?

Sighs.

Some ppl just can't take a joke. L.a.m.e.

Went to tuition today and the teacher gave us some kind of writing 'training'...

One sentence have to write 20-30 something words.

Kowai desu yo... So scary... >.<

Neh neh, will you kiss me?

I want to kiss somebody... I want to kiss my ouji prince...

Selling stuff again~! I need money... Lots and lots of money...

T________T

Planning to buy a birthday present for myself since no one will buy me the parasol anyways...

I hate that rich girl who bought so many Baby items~!!!!

Give me all of your stuff~!!!! RAWR!

Lols... Harry Potter & the deathly Hallows ish coming out soonn...

The last book already... How time flies... Soon PMR will arrive...

And I'll be dead meat... Eeeekkkk!

PS: Love is not worth my attention. Screw love, screw life, screw y.o.u

Once again, happy Nana day! ^-^

2007-07-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

Enn... I ate a plate of chicken rice, curry rice, french fries & watermelon for recess today.

Seriously, what's wrong with me?

My friends stared at me like I was some kind of freak and asked me what was wrong. LOLs.

I'm fine... It's just that, I don't know what happened either.

I just felt like eating & eating my sorrows away~!!!

Which made me feel like puking the whole day in class... T___________T

Anyways, watched a part of Death Note 2 at Obaasan's house today.

Misa-chan wa totemo kawaii desu!! Kyaa... Daisuki~!!!

I love her so so much, and Light too. Kekeke...

Thinking of cosplaying Misa someday... *dreams*

I'm officially broke again~!

Well... I'm always broke. Sobs. I saw a girl's blog and got the shock of my life.

She went to Tokyo for a few days and bought more than 10 items from Baby, The Stars Shine Bright~!!!

I mean like, what the hell?!

That lucky lucky rich spoilt kid! I want them!!! I want all her stuff!!! RAWR!

Y________Y

BBTSSB... I will own you one day... I will own all your shops around the world... I will take over your company!

Bwahahahah... Nyahahahahaha... Wakakakaka... LMAO.

PS: K ish for Keroro... XD

2007-07-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

My pc is finally repaired~!!! Weeeeee...

Ehrm... Let's see... Oh yea... Wanted to say this.

DumDum:

You want me to slap you is it? Or beat the hell out of you?

Why the f*** did you cut yourself for?!

You say you hate the ppl on friendster doing it... Then why did YOU do it too?

Are you an idiot? Do you think hurting yourself like that can solve your problems?

You think you'll honestly be happy after you done what you did?

If you cut yourself for attention then for God's sake stop it!

I can give you all the attention you want you know.

Why don't you just appreciate yourself?

I know I shouldn't be saying anything since I'm the one who was emo and all first, but let me ask you this.

Have you ever seen me cut myself?

Don't be stupid girl! You can't solve anything by hurting your own body!

I said I hate life, I said I want to die, but I will never hurt myself the way you do.

You know why? Cause I know hurting myself like that will just make the other party who made me sad happy.

They'll start thinking oh, you can't live without them or something.

Even if it IS true.

Appreciate your body, it's given to you by God.

There are people who care about you out there, damnit!

You're such an idiot, you know that?

Sigh... Lazy to type already. LOLs.

Anyway, the point is, if I ever know you hurt yourself in that way again, I'll flush your head down the toilet bowl.

-.-

Thanks loads to Kong & Michelle for helping me do my kerja kayu though it turned out senget.

LMAO.

It's only half done though so get moving~!

I've matured over these past few weeks... I think? I've decided not to be so emo any longer.

What's the point anyway?

We as humans WILL die one day.

So might as well just enjoy our life while it lasts.

Sure, there might be nothing in our life that make us happy, but I believe that one day our lives will change for the better.

At least, that's what I tell myself.

9th July is approaching... A whole year has passed... How time flies...

I will not get upset over you... Or I'll try not to...

Still, I can live alone. I know I can.

I think I'm starting to fall for you... Another person who will never love me back...

^-^"

Unrequited love is so painful, so bittersweet, so... I dunno how to describe this. LOLs.

PS: I love you =x

2007-07-03T23:27:00.000-07:00

Eeee... Gomen desu... Haven't posted in my blog for a long long time... ^^"

Well... My life is basically the same... I go to school, go back home, eat, sleep & the sort.

My parents found out about my test results already. Eeeeppp

>.<

And my pc crashed too so now I'm at the cc near my school... Waiting waiting for the guys there to install GE for me~!!

Hahahahahahas...

Hmm... Dunno what to post... I hated Cheer 07...

My whole body had allergies again and I had to get an injection...

T___________T

And Sellors got 8th place nia... Cause they fell and all that... Sad neh...

And no, I'm not a mascot for my school~!!

AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Those are my NORMAL clothingss... I'm not wearing it just for them...

Sighs.

I don't like people taking photographs of me without permission either.

So please pleeasseee if anyone wants to take my picture, ask for permission!

Bbblllaaaaahhhhhhh... PMR trials coming soon.

I'm going to be dead meat. I need to study, I need to excel!

PS: I'm looking for my fairytale prince =)

2007-06-08T04:13:00.000-07:00

Eeee... Long time didn't post already. XD

Too busy lvling up in GE.

Bwahahaha.

Anyways, I went for MA Kingdom's 3rd lolita outing last Sunday.

Was really nice and I got a free headdress from Aiko-jie.

Aiko daisuki~!!! <3>

I went to 1U to see the GE booth and met p3ach there too.

Then we were like sakais asking for free GE merchandise.

Swt la! o.O"

But our hard wok paid off cause we got a GE paper bag and file.

Muahahahahaha. LMAO.

And everyone kept staring at me again and called me a cosplayer.

Sighs. One was worse. A girl asked me was I dressed up as a cartoon character.

Ish! It's anime!!!

And I'm not cosplaying, I'm wearing lolita. Sighs... Then had to take a picture with her.

Blah... Dunno how many times kena already.

Hmm... What else? Dunno what to post...

I'm lvl 37 le~!!! Woot! 27 more lvls before I can wear the RARE maid set...

Nyahahaha. Vanyar's gonna save his for me. <3>

Maybe gonna go out with Starry tomorrow... Weeee...

I'm scared neh. Cause I'm shy... >.<>

She says I'm a huggable pwincess build to be molested by her.

o_____________O"

PS: PMR coming soon. *faints*

2007-05-30T05:49:00.001-07:00

Lazy to post anything today... T.T

Busy playing GE...

Bwaii.

PS: I NEED TO STUDY~!!!

2007-05-29T04:38:00.000-07:00

I... dreamnt of that person again last night.

My mind goes fuzzy when I try to recall what I have dreamnt about...

But I can vaguely remember that we seem to have become friends again... That I have forgiven that person.

Somewhere deep in my heart, I wish that dream would come true, that I could forgive that person after everything that person has done to me, to smile and joke around like friends once again.

Yet... I know that it's an impossible feat to accomplish.

Asking me to forgive that person is like asking me to catch a star, impossible and unachievable.

Maybe someday I might be able to look back and laugh at my childishness.

But for now, I'll just sink back into my darkness... My lonely world where happiness do not exist.

PS: I wish that the holidays will never end.

2007-05-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

Eeee... I love my Infanta punk loli~!!!

No matter how many people stare at me, no matter how many times they laugh or talk about me, no matter how many times they call me cute... (swts) I will still stay true to my lolita love!

RAWR! @__________@

Anyways, I was out all day yesterday. 13 hours to be precise. Spent about 10 hours in 1U and 3 hours in church. LMAO.

I bet there are not many people who is as crazy as my family. Wakakakaka. We can shop and shop for a whole 24 hours!

Not that I shop... I just spent my time in the bookshop reading 'Pretties'. Gosh, I want that book! But the cover was cacat already and there was only one left so I decided not to buy it. Sobs.

I only read 3/4 of the book. I need to read more more more~! Aaaahhhh!!!

Yay! I bought Fruits Basket vol. 16, A Place Called Here by one of my fav. authors Cecilia Ahern, Kamikaze Girls (BM Version cause my papa said only budget RM100) and A Great & Terrible Beauty... Which is a victorian-ish era book.

Oh, how I love the victorian era. The gorgeous clothes, balls, tea parties... Absolute bliss!

Anyways, Natsuki sensei's style of drawing changed a little. Ehrmm... Please try your best sensei! Tohru and the others look a little weird now... >.<

As for the storyline, it's quite okay, they talked about Tohru's mama's past. Tohru, poor poor Tohru's mama. My heart goes out to you.

Anyhow, the highlight of yesterday was... The Pirates Of The Carribean 3~!!! RAWR!

Hot smexy pirates! Woot! (Not like there's any... T.T)

My rating for the movie: 5 stars out of 5

I laughed like mad, the movie was funny, cute, but hard to understand...

My brain couldn't comprehend how they can suddenly be here then suddenly be there.

Eeeee... >.<

Ehrr... Ehrr... What else is there to post?

There was a weird auntie in the bookstore who pointed at me and told her child "See that jie jie so cute. Her hat got cat ears one. And wear tie."

Then I was like... So embarrased!

Then later on her daughter sat quite close to me and the auntie said "Wah... You like that cute jie jie ahr?"

And her husband and maid were like laughing...

T______________T

Why do all these stuff happen to me?!

Ish ish ish... But I hate all those ppl who were staring at me... Hate the guy who made 'meowing' noises at me... Hate hate hate!

I also hate the waiters and passerbys who said I looked cute.

It's sssssoooo dumb.

And then there was an auntie in church who said it was interesting to see what I wear every week.

LMAO.

Okay, now I ran out of ideas to post. Lalalalalala...

I'm bored now. GE's non-pk servers are dumb. 90% of the people all afk. If not because my friends play there, I would have joined Cervantes and oined Yakisoba.

Sobs.

Yakisoba, I wanna join your faction!

Wuwuwuwuwu...

PS: Make me study, I command you to!

2007-05-26T07:44:00.001-07:00

Woot... My long long post has been deleted after I wrote it.

Yay me.

Too lazy to type it again so I'll just say the important stuff.

1. I didn't go for BM tuition today because I was lazy.

2. Had a french test today which I can guarantee that I failed. Again.

3. I cried lyk shyt in almost every episode of Rozen Maiden.

4. I love the pairs of twins in Fukatoi. I want a twin of my own.

5. My PMR trials is in a month and I'm still here playing GE and posting crap.

6. My heart is bleeding. It hurts so much!

That's all. Too lazy to post the whole thing all over again. Fuck you, blogger.

PS: Anyone who can make me concentrate in my studies and help me score straight As for my PMR, I'll do whatever you want me to. I swear. Even if you ask me to be your slave for life. Yes, I'm that desperate.

2007-05-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

Woot... Life gets better and better every passing second.

I get scolded more, screamed at more, threatened more... Bursting into tears more...

Isn't life absolutely FUN?

Zzzz.

Went to the customs to get my stuff today.

My driver drove all the way there... Lalalalalalalala.

I didn't have to pay a single cent because I told the customs it was a present and bla.

LOLs.

Anyways, when I got back my mother shouted at me.

Weeee.

She wouldn't believe that Wai Yee lent me RM100 to buy my stuff.

She accused me of stealing her money.

Great, right?

I'm so lucky to have such a trusting mother.

Then when my dad saw me crying he started crapping.

Weeeee.

He said I should explain to my mum and all that.

I already did, damnit!

It's not like she believed me. It's not like she'll EVER believe me.

Bllaaahhhh.

Then my parents started crapping at each other and my mum was saying my dad is an idiot or something.

Whatever. It's not like I care. They're always like this.

Maybe they'll just get divorced someday.

Zzzzz.

And the Infanta punk loli turned out to be a huge dissapointment.

What a waste of my money.

Spent RM300 on that piece of crap that turned out too big and ugly.

Never ever judge something by it's picture.

Sighs.

As for my boots, they were quite ok, but kinda tight.

The only item I love is my Secret Shop shoes!

Gorgeousness.

And I like Miki's 2nd hand loli dress too.

That's all.

Emo emo emo emo emo.

Now do you get why my life is so emo?

Zzzzz.

I hate life I hate life I hate life!!!

MC: I won't ask you to choose. Don't worry. Cause I'm going to die soon anyway.

My mum says she's going to go to my grandma's house for the holidays.

She says I don't deserve to go anywhere/

Figures.

I'll just rot there and die there.

Hahahahahahaha. I'm so happy now. Wakakakaka.

Unkept promises, untrusting mother, parents who fight, brothers whom wreck my life, friends whom loves my enemy.

My life is sssssoooooo 'AWESOME'!

PS: Do visit my grave every year when I'm dead. And bring along a bouquet of black and white roses.

2007-05-24T00:58:00.000-07:00

You know what? Me and Nana have the same personalities nyuu.

She wants all her friends to be wit her, never leaving.

I want that too.

That's why I despise that person so much.

I despise you, Law Huixin~!

Maybe I should just let go of my friends you know.

I'll give them all to you.

They'll be much happier with you anyways.

Amanda, Esther, MC... You can have them all if you like.

Am I selfish for saying this?

Yes, I am.

But like Nana, I can't stand the people closest to me being with someone I hate.

Isn't it funny?

But they'll love you more, won't they?

You're so nice and friendly and good and funny...

How can I ever compare?

P3ach, you're like Hachiko to me.

I can't live without you.

But... If you were to be friends with Huixin too, I don't know what I'll do.

Weeeeeeeee...

I'm crapping again.

Today me and P3ach were drawing 'hentai' crap in the school hall while the 'safety' speech is going on.

Anyone wanna see it?

Nyahahahahahahaha... It'll make your eyes bleed.

Gotta go play GE now before I become more emo and depressed.

Lalalala...

Not going to chat with anyone on msn for now.

Too busy gaming.

PS: The customs took away my punk loli~! Need to go collect... Wuwuwuwu... T.T

2007-05-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hrmm... Didn't get to play GE today.

Sadly.

My parents were bugging me about nt studying and PMR is coming bla bla bla...

TT_______________TT

It's not my fault I can't concentrate in my studies, damnit!

Blame my genes for making me this way.

What should I post today?

I have no idea... Lalalalala...

Sorry to those I never replied on friendster cause I hate friendster.

It's sssssooooo boring.

The only reason I played that time was because I didn't have a new online game to play.

Now that I have, it's sayonara friendster! Wweeeee...

Okay... Kill me now.

Kill me before PMR please... I don't want to sit for it!

I'm going to fail and my parents will be so dissapointed and everyone will look down on me.

>.<

Gyaah! Nothing to post already.

Oh wait... I finished Ouran High School Host Club today~! (instead of studying)

I love them love them love them love them!

I cried like shyt during the last episode.

Figures... I always cry when I watch anime.

LOLs.

They give me hope, that I will be able to find my own fairytales.

Then they crush my fantasies when I find out it isn't real.

Aaaahhh... The cruel yet intruguing world of anime.

What will I do without you?

I think I shall perish and die...

Sobs.

Tamaki, you're so cool and handsome but stupid~!!!

Hikaru, you're my one true love.

So's Kaoru. And Kyouya.

And Mori. And Hunny.

Wakakakakaka... And I love Haruhi too!

PS: I haven't forgotten about my lolita parasol. Nyahahaha.

2007-05-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

First of all... I want to say... MC I LOVE YOU~!!!!

Thank you so so so much for getting me the GE dvd!

Happy like mad today... Wakakakaka...

Nyuu nyuu nyuu... I wanna watch Pirates Of The Carribean 3...

Gonna watch it during the holidays I guess...

Nyahahaha...

Hawt smexy pirates, here I come! *pukes*

They aren't hawt... Hikaru is! And so is every single one of them in Ouran High School Host Club~!!!

But I forsaken watching to play GE...

Sorry sweethearts.

I'm addicted to online gaming more.

It's a rough world out there.

Wakakakaka... What the hell am I crapping about man?

I want the RNPC Adelina the pirate~!!! Now SHE's smexy.

Lalalalalala~ I'm somehow turning weirder everyday.

LOLs.

Updated list of the hottest anime guys:

No.1-6 is dominated by OHSHC~! (Gomen Shaoran... >.<)

No.7-Shaoran

No.8-Kyo Sohma

No.9-Fye D. Floright

No.10-Fighter from GE (ROFL)

That's all for now... till tomorrow! Matta ashta!

2007-05-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/412382

Take this test ya~!

Current ppl who took this test scored...

Sweet&Sour: 70 marks

Dum Dum: 55 marks

MC: 55 marks

2007-05-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

Lalalalalalala...

Nothing to post today.

Just sick and bored of life as usual.

Don't even want to complain about GE anymore.

There's no point.

I'll never get to play nor join Yakisoba nor make my own faction...

*cries and leaves*

PS: I hate Law Huixin. Zzz... Go go claim all my friends as yours.

I don't fucking care.

2007-05-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

My heart hurts...

I can't forget the past, I can't let go, I'm incapable of doing anyting...

Online gaming is the only escape I have from reality, but now I can't even play GE...

I suck, right?

Depending so much on games to make me feel better...

I'm so useless and worthless that I make myself puke.

Today, I almost cried thrice.

Once in school, once afer school, & once at home.

I'm such a crybaby... Zzz...

I need my ouji prince... Or maybe a j-rocker... Visual kei...

Alas, my prince will never exist.

Nobody will ever want someone like me.

The useless, pathetic, crybaby ME.

I hate you, do you know that?

You're the reason I'm in this mess.

You're why I'm even more emo than I used to be.

Why are you so unfair, God?

You let that person live so happily after wrecking my life.

That person is living with a loved one, having the most blissful time of that person's life.

Caring friends, throngs of admirers...

I hate Y.O.U

But yet I cannot forget you damnit~!

Fuck.

Starry, don't leave me ya. You said you will never leave me alone.

Hahaz... Let's go out and watch Pirates Of the Carribean 3!

Peach, your sisters are going to kill me one day.

LOLs.

Dum Dum, buy me a new black ink pen!

RAWR!

Sweet&Sour, don't worry.

I'll always be here by your side when you need me.

I told you true love never exists but you wouldn't believe me.

*sighs*

Plans for this upcoming holiday:

3rd Lolita Outing: 3rd of June

Keito's Skating Outing...?

Going out wit starry & frenz

Going out with limey onee-chan & her frenz

Maybe going out with Maya & her frenz too

Staying overnight at Dum2's house?

6th June: Big Mui Mui's birthday

I'm going to fail my PMR... I'm sure of it.

I'm not a genius like you people say I am you know.

It's because I didn't study that I got such crappy results last term.

Yet, I can't bring myself to study a single bit.

I hate myself.

*dies*

PS: I can't wait for the holidays~! ^^

And yesh, I hate the hitto gang. Bunch of useless idiots. Zzz.

2007-05-18T04:27:00.001-07:00

Haizz... Very very depressed about GE now...
No mood to post...
MC couldn't bring me there cause her mum said it was a hawker place bla bla...
Zzz...
Don't want to post ade.
PS: I hate my life, hate it hate it hate it~!!!

2007-05-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

Haiz...

Another day of not playing GE...

MC said maybe can bring me go get the installation cd...

*prays*

I love you MC~!!! You're the best mui mui in the world~!!! *kisses*

Nothing much to post today... Zzz...

Have to start on my school projects already...

Holiday~! I want holiday~!

PMR coming soon...

*dieS*

2007-05-16T03:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to post today... Really depressed over the Granado Espada issue... Still cannot be installed... >.<"

I am on the verge of bursting into tears already... Sighs.

In addition to my despair, all my online games have been deleted to make space for GE.

And now... Guess what happens next.

All I have left is the boring lame disgusting Friendster... Zzz.

Coolest & the girls I want to rape most on friendster xD : Kagami & Michiru

Prettiest & smexiest girls on friendster : DollyGurl & Malyss

Cutest girlish looking guys on friendster (bishie!) : Kaori & MyCat

(This list is based on the people I know, viewed and are on my friend list only)

Ahahahahahahaha... ROFL.

I <3>

I wish I could be like them.

LOLs.

But too bad, I'm saving myself for my ouji prince, wherever he is.

I shall <3>

Mwahahahaha...

In the meantime, I shall be the fangirl of all the names mentioned above. *cough*

I'm seriously r.e.t.a.r.d.e.d.

PS: I'm waiting for my lolita umbrella (parasol) ~!!!

2007-05-15T00:39:00.000-07:00

POBT~! Granado Espada~! POBT~! Granado Espada~!

Aaaarrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!

I'm going crazy I tell you, crazy~! Why can't I install the game?! *cries my eyes out*

Today... I was supposed to start playing today... Damnit... Now because of this fucked up crap, I can't play...

*bangs head and the wall*

MY heart hurts man... I've been waiting for this for weeks and now... My dreams are shattered... Gone... Broken...

>________<"

I hate my life. There's no point in living anyway.

I never get what I want. Stupid freaking life.

Can I die now?

I want to play Granado Espada NOW!

I don't fucking care!

*sulks in a corner*

T___________________________T

This is madness!

I MUST play! Or I shall perish and die...

PS: You BOTH owe me a lolita umbrella. One white one black.

Sighs.

2007-05-14T03:18:00.001-07:00

Okay. I am damn angry now. I mean, what the heck?! How can my GE files be corrupted?!

Especially one day before POBT~! (For us cbts and contest winners only of course. xD)

Damnit all man~! Now I have to re-download all the files which will take hours!

So so so so mad now.

And of course today those two lovebirds make me pissed off too. Or not. I didn't feel anything. Other than wanting to punch them. LOLs. It's a start.

Stupid Granado Espada files! I haven't even installed GE for Christ sake!

And Tsubaki already installed it like days ago!

Argghhh!!! T___________________T

My faction/guild's name is decided!

Name is Daisuki Faction.

Cause it sounded so cute.

Hahahahahaha. And I want it to be one of the most influential guilds in GE! RAWR!

@______________________@

Original name was supposed to be DawnOfDreams but oh well...

Supposed to be doing my Geography and Sejarah folio now...

But I don't really care...

Busy checking out the GE forum and deciding stuff for my guild...

I might join Yakisoba first though...

Till I reach lvl 100 or something only create my own guild...

Cause Yakisoba sounded kinda cool... And they are the most influential guild in GE for now...

*sighs*

Will my guild ever be able to beat them?

I don't think so.

It's not like I can grind 24 hours a day like them.

My mum will kill me before she allows me to do that.

And in addition to that, PMR is coming in 4 months time.

But what am I doing? I'm here crapping aboug online games.

Lols.

Okay... I better stop now... Before I get really carried on.

I can go on and on and on about games.

My friends in school should know that.

Bwahahahaha.

PS: Still waiting for my loita umbrella~!!!

<3>

My logo for my faction. Drew it with red pen while lessons were on in school. Lols. How is it? xD

2007-05-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... Nothing much to post today.

PMR is coming soon and I haven't even prepared a damn thing.

What the hell?!

I'm so gonna be dead man.

Kami-sama onegai~! Save me~!

I'm the stupidest and laziest person in this world, damnit.

Oh yeah, I got two days advance pass into the world of... Granado Espada~!

xD ^^ =P :)

So damn happy neh~!!!

Being a Closed Beta tester really paid off. (Slacking. I slacked. *cough* XD)

Who cares... That means I get to play GE 2 days before you other 'losers'...

Muahahaha... Bwahahahaha... Wakakakaka... Nyahahahahaha...

I'm confirm 100% mad.

LOLs.

Come come play with me everybody~!

And peachie sweetie, don't worry about mango.

He's a good doggie. If it is his fate to die, let him die with the fondest memories of you.

Tomorrow going back to my boring old stupid darn school.

Weeee.... T___________________T

PS: I'm still waiting for my lolita umbrella... Lalalalala... =D

2007-05-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

As some of you would have known... I have been sick for the past five days. This is what happened during my sickness.

Day 1(Monday)

I went to school as usual and everything was fine... I think? Then during morning assembly I started to feel sick and dizzy. Hmm... After that, I was brought to the sick room during maths class because I couldn't contact my mother at home. (Most probably because she was still sleeping... that pig.) So I was in the sick room, sleeping and turning and getting bored. And of course the bed stinks with other past sick patients' smells. Yuck! After school I went back home then had another headache. My mother checked me and confirmed I had a fever. So I went to the doctor and got medicine and got two days mc allowing me to skip school. Muahahaha.

Day 2(Tuesday)

I didn't go to school today obviously, so I killed some time at home sleeping then sleeping and sleeping again. My throat hurt very badly and had a terrible headache. I went to see another doctor in the morning to get MORE medicine because I have allergies as well in addition to my fever. Wonderful, ain't it? =.= Then suprise suprise! I saw someone I knew working at that clinic and got the shock of my life. (Sorry guys, I can't tell you who that is. I promised to keep it a secret.) Fast forward to the evening, I had high fever then I went to another doctor which makes it a total of three doctors. Only two days and I've alread gone to three doctors. Fun eh?

Current sickness: Fever+cough+sore throat+allergies+headache+gastric

Day 3(Wednesday)

Hmm... Slept and slept and slept. Then I watched Animax the whole day! Wakakakaka. Headache got worse because I watched too much tv and got high fever again. But I've got to say, Chronicle Of The Wings is awesome! I love CLAMP!!! CLAMP I worship you! ^^" They're seriously great, man. I love all their animes and mangas like Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura and the lot. I discovered a few anime on Animax that were quite nice too, although the drawings were kinda bad. Arjuna and Captain Tsubasa is nice. Yes, Capatin Tsubasa. That soccer anime that I once told myself I would never watch.

Day 4(Thursday)

Today was the worst day of my sickness. I still had high fever and headaches and my ears started to hurt because my eustachian tube is connected to my throat bla bla bla. I was on the verge of giving up and dying. Just because of fever. Sighs. I'm the weakest person in the world. Then I started crying cause I couldn't stand the pain and I couldn't sleep the whole night no matter how much I tried. I got irritated and unhappy and started throwing things around. And I went downstairs to the living room where the fan nor air conditioning was on and fell asleep there at 6am. Then my mother went down 10 minutes later and screamed at me. Weee.

Day 5(Friday)

The last day of my sickness. I think? Felt much better today cause I gargled my throat with the icky salt water. My mother said I would have recovered if I had listened to her and gargled two days ago. Ah well, what's done is done. Yes, Shaoran is hot! And so if Fye! I <3>

Day 6(Today)

Still a little weak and out of energy. But I think I'll be alright. My fingers can't move when I play Audition damnit!

Special thanks!

Frst of all, I want to say thank you to Antarnis and Chocolate for smsing me everyday during my period of sickness to ask about my well being. You guys are good people. *pats*

A big thank you also to those who were worried and concerned about me. Don't worry, I won't die so soon. Antarnis still owes me a suprise. RAWR!

Most of all, I want to thank my mother because she has been my slave for the past few days, taking stuff for me and doing things for me. Thank you mummy!

That's all for now. This isn't an awards ceremony or anything.

I love you guys so much. Muacks. But I love my darkness more. Nyahahaha.

And by the way, I'm cold blooded. When I had fever, my body was like 38 degrees but now it's 34 degrees. Which is below normal human body temperature. Lalalalala~

PS: You owe me a lolita lace umbrella for my birthday! Don't forget ya! xD xD

2007-05-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

Erhm... Keito, sorry?

I really dunno what to say...

I guess my temper has taken control of me again...

>.<

I'm a selfish, self-centered, conceited, spoiled, so-called rich brat.

I know that, man.

You think I don't want to change?

I really really do.

But... It's not my fault that I was brought up this way.

What did I do today?

I did... Lotsa lotsa crap...

Like sleeping and eating and staring into blank space.

LOLs.

Yeah yeah, I'll try to stop being emo.

Thanks to all who worry about me, but I'll be alright.

Someday.

2007-05-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

Zzzz... People who have no mood always make me no mood also.

I'm bored and sick of my life.

Haiz...

Today Esther & Bowie didn't go for tuition... Leave me all alone there...

Fine la... Whatever... I go to tuition also not for them. It's for myself.

The teacher is damn funny la. Always call people mangkuk and sakai.

Crazy abit ade.

Hoping that the holidays will come soon...

Praying that my parents will let me go out...

Then I'll go bang on every MA-er's door and force them to come play with me~!

Hahahaha...

And we shall have a tea party one day...

^^"

A nice lolita plushie tea party in a park.

LOLs.

Plans for the holiday: Sleep, sleep, sleep, and go out for outings with MA-ers.

*Kami-sama, onegai~!*

PS: Still debating whether I should get my lace parasol or not.

To buy or not to buy, that is the question.

2007-05-04T02:17:00.000-07:00

Hmm... What did I do today? I don't seem to remember...

>.<"

Short-term memory loss or something... I'm getting old...

Lalalalala~

Amanda:

I need to be alone to sort out my thoughts and feelings sometimes.

I'm a really selfish person.

My mood swings are real bad and I can be happy one moment, but sad the next.

So if you don't want to get hurt, just stay away from me for now.

I'm isolating myself from the world.

Trying to make everyone hate me with all their hearts.

I'm hurting my friends too.

Stop being friends with me if you guys want.

I'm not worth all the pain and tears.

As for fake smiles... Well... I had been faking them even during primary school...

It's just that you guys never knew about it.

As Michelle said, I opened up more this year.

During the previous years, I told none of you what I was thinking about at all.

I just kept to myself and trusted nobody.

And about turning happy again... Well... Let's not go there yet.

It's a sort of impossible feat to manage for now.

Maybe in a few years time, when I've matured more and my life finally gets better (hopefully).

The title 'Emo Queen' is not just for show you know.

I AM one of the most emo people you will ever meet in your life.

Zzzz...

That's all... Lazy to post anything else.

PS: I want my lolita lace umbrella~!!! T_______________T

2007-05-03T09:09:00.000-07:00

What the FUCK?!

Stupid fucking Malaysian government~!!!!

How can the customs tahan Miki's lolita umbrella and dress damnit?!

What in the fucking world?!!!

How am I supposed to order my umbrella like that?!

I wanna cry ade...

>.<

*sits and cries in a corner*

I hate Malaysia~!!!!

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I need my lolita umbrella~!!!

I cannot live without one... Is my life not fucked up enough, God?!

T___________________________T

2007-05-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

Fuck.

I hate my life so fucking much.

I despise that person so freaking much.

Looking at you makes me wanna throw up and die.

Smiling there, all happy and cheerful when you're the one who ruined my life in the first place.

Oh yesh, my friends LOVE you so much.

Zzzz...

Fine fine... They can love you for all I care. Just don't talk to me ever again after they've talked to you.

I'm childish~!!! RAWR!

Chibi stick chibi stick... I don't want to be a chibi stick...!!!! T________________T

I know I'm short and chibi... But I'm fat~!!! I'm not a stick...

Sobs.

Life's so unfair. Why why why???

I love Tender Zen, love him so so much!!!

I will collect enough money to buy you one day...

@______________@

But first of all have to get somemore money to buy my 7th lolita dress suu...

Gonna order my gorgeous lace lolita umbrella from "Baby The Stars Shine Bright" imported from Japan...

Hontouni shiawase desu~!!! ^^

But... Another Rm250 gone down the drain for that...

I am b.r.o.k.e!

2007-05-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

What did I do today?

Hmm... Let's see...

I stared at the ceiling, stared at the floor, stared at the sky, stared at the tv and wondered what is my purpose in life?

Then I got my answer: Nothing

I have no purpose in my life... Zzz...

Being a lolita is the only thing I'm good at... Putting on a fake smile and acting happy.

Ain't life wonderful?

It makes me wanna puke a thousand times over.

Help me God... I don't wanna live like this anymore.

2007-05-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

Why am I blogging again?

1.I'm bored

2.Waiting for Granado Espada to launch

3.For fun?

Ah well... Who freaking cares anyway? Zzz...