My heart hurts...I can't forget the past, I can't let go, I'm incapable of doing anyting...
Online gaming is the only escape I have from reality, but now I can't even play GE...
I suck, right?
Depending so much on games to make me feel better...
I'm so useless and worthless that I make myself puke.
Today, I almost cried thrice.
Once in school, once afer school, & once at home.
I'm such a crybaby... Zzz...
I need my ouji prince... Or maybe a j-rocker... Visual kei...
<3
Alas, my prince will never exist.
Nobody will ever want someone like me.
The useless, pathetic, crybaby ME. I hate you, do you know that?
You're the reason I'm in this mess.
You're why I'm even more emo than I used to be.
Why are you so unfair, God?
You let that person live so happily after wrecking my life.
That person is living with a loved one, having the most blissful time of that person's life.
Caring friends, throngs of admirers...
I hate Y.O.U
But yet I cannot forget you damnit~!
Starry, don't leave me ya. You said you will never leave me alone.
Hahaz... Let's go out and watch Pirates Of the Carribean 3!
Peach, your sisters are going to kill me one day.
LOLs.
Dum Dum, buy me a new black ink pen!
RAWR!
Sweet&Sour, don't worry.
I'll always be here by your side when you need me.
I told you true love never exists but you wouldn't believe me.
Plans for this upcoming holiday:
3rd Lolita Outing: 3rd of June
Keito's Skating Outing...?
Going out wit starry & frenz
Going out with limey onee-chan & her frenz
Maybe going out with Maya & her frenz too
Staying overnight at Dum2's house?
6th June: Big Mui Mui's birthday
I'm going to fail my PMR... I'm sure of it.
I'm not a genius like you people say I am you know.
It's because I didn't study that I got such crappy results last term.
Yet, I can't bring myself to study a single bit.
I hate myself.
*dies*
PS: I can't wait for the holidays~! ^^
And yesh, I hate the hitto gang. Bunch of useless idiots. Zzz.