I... dreamnt of that person again last night.
My mind goes fuzzy when I try to recall what I have dreamnt about...
But I can vaguely remember that we seem to have become friends again... That I have forgiven that person.
Somewhere deep in my heart, I wish that dream would come true, that I could forgive that person after everything that person has done to me, to smile and joke around like friends once again.
Yet... I know that it's an impossible feat to accomplish.
Asking me to forgive that person is like asking me to catch a star, impossible and unachievable.
Maybe someday I might be able to look back and laugh at my childishness.
But for now, I'll just sink back into my darkness... My lonely world where happiness do not exist.
PS: I wish that the holidays will never end.